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Saturday, September 20th, 2003
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12:58 am - today:
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i woke up around 3 in the afternoon.
i gave majoka good morning sex.
we ate food.
we then had after dinner sex.
then i went out walking around.
i gave triffin pets. he is a cute puppy. he doesn't annoy me as much as quinn. quinn is the complete bubbly happiness of jolyn and boy does that squwaky thing annoy me. marilyn is the main ego as far as "happy" goes but damn when quinn comes around.. i go into predator neema mode. lions eat birds you know. anyway.
then i came home.
i am so stoned on something right now. i don't remember what.
but i have this insane urge to go fuck majo senseless. so i shall.
<3
leavemealone. i like boobies ; ;
current mood:  horny
current music: nine inch nails - closer
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| Tuesday, August 26th, 2003
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11:51 pm - i want to feel you from the inside
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wooooo fuck today was interesting. so i think i hear somethin' but i'm half asleep and hung over as hell, and i'm ass-naked with a majoka on top of me so i'm like, fuck this an' i go back ta sleep. kthen... i hear somethin' AGAIN. so i gently move majo offa me and i sit up, and FUCKING EVA IS SPYING ON US! i swear that hyena has ISSUES she starts cackling insanely in that annoying-ass laugh of hers and she bolts out of the room waving a god damn picture she took of us! probably going to go masaturbate to it or someshit. so i chase her outta the room (still butt naked) and just when i'm about to smack her in the head shande runs out and grabs me offa her while derek is standing there grinning at me like an idiot WHAT HAVE YOU NEVER SEEN A NAKED GIRL OR SOMETHING?!
hmmmmph. *angry huff*
ok. once that eventful time had passed majo and i took some coke to a customer we got in the south enda town and we got tha money and took it back ta shande and then majo and me went up to our room and took some e then went at it for.. dear god... hours. i didn't know i had that much of a sex drive shit my tongue and pussy are sore fuck but it's a nice kind of sore. and my fingers are tired. ; ;
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oh shit she's awake i'm going to go fuck her again now <3
current mood: horny
current music: nine inch nails - closer
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| Thursday, August 7th, 2003
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10:22 pm - random wannabe deep thoughts
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i've been thinkin a lot about some shit lately. like dashande. i really am worried about him, as odd as this fuckin sounds to ya'll. it's not really that i'm worried bout him, more like i'm worried bout somea the things he does yknow? killing.... yknow. just cuz someone is a herbivore or hybrid. i just. i don't agree with that shit. i love sugar, she's my best friend - and she's a herbivore. i mean. friends i make don't hinge on species - i wish shande could see that too.
but no matter what i support him, i mean - hello! he's my brother for god's sake. i won't help him kill anyone just cuz of their species. but hell, i'll help him kill some bastards that won't give us our fuckin money after we loaned them some coke. shit. shande needs to quit the coke, it's too damn addicting. soon he's gonna lose his nose i swear. at least i'm sticking to the heroin and acid.
don't look at me like that bitches. i'm not high right now.
i'm actually thinkin, yeah, neema's do think you know.
so now i'm livin with shande and majo in the warehouse. it's fuckin great. i love don, he's so damn nice to me. and derek is a nutcase, funny little kitty. but it's great. cyn and me are in a room with majo and fuck i bet cyn's annoyed because she hears all these fucking noises comin from us all night long. do we ever sleep? maybe i pass out sometimes while we're screwing, i dno. she does too sometimes i think. when we're not drugged sex is great - when we are sex is great. but it's not all about the sex believe it or not... i've had lots of relationships just for the sex, but majoka is something different.
i'm in love with her.
and i've only loved two other people in my life, triad and mike. so yeah... yknow. it's different, and great at the same time. it's like i'm flying all the time, and no i'm not hallucinating. thanks bitches.
anyway, i'm going to go take cyn for a walk SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU CAN WALK PRAIRIE DOGS ON FERRET LEASHES SO KISS MY FUCKING ASS and then i'll come back and fuck majo some then go try to hide shande's coke. then majo and i will run away and hide since he'll go on a rampage and just find some other but fuck still it's the thought that counts. *puffs on a ciggy*
btw, i am going to dallas saturday. loads of crazy majo fucking will ensue. i'll have to teach sw some tactics. *grin*
current mood:  bitchy
current music: marilyn manson - the fight song
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| Tuesday, June 24th, 2003
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11:12 pm - HAHAHAHA FUCKERS.
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I FINALLY GRADUATED!! Woohoo! I'm out of fucking high school and no more will I sit in a classroom! While Devon, Sugar, Onyx, Oreo and Delu worry about where they'll go for college, if they have the money, if they can handle it I AM FREE AND OFF TO LIVE WITH DASHANDE AT THE WAREHOUSE. Oh fuck yes. Life with my brother and my girlfriend. Under one roof. Mmmm. Dashande, I love him so the big bastard. He's like Adebisi from Oz, yo... watch that show if you haven't motherfuckers! It's on HBO! Paula got Jolyn into it. Mmm, gay prison sex.
AND FUCK YES. Majoka is there and we'll just have sex all the time and also have happy cuddling sessions and of course we'll continue to sell our drugs and be generally high, happy, horny and carefree. Fuck yes.
current mood:  excited
current music: Scarling - H over C
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| Thursday, June 5th, 2003
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9:35 pm - hehehe...
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| Wednesday, June 4th, 2003
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10:29 pm - corny.
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i act like all i'm interested in is sex and drugs... that's the impression all of you get isn't it? i guess that's because it's a big part of me, but it's not ALL of me.
i'm in love with majoka, and it's been a long time since i got the strength to admit to myself that i love someone... ever since mike, i've really just kind of hidden myself away. and then majoka appeared, and i realized that.. maybe there is more to life than just fucking it away.
dashande... he makes me happy, he makes me have hope.
and... even though i am a big drug addict.. and yes, i know i'm addicted, and i know i'm addicted to alcohol, and such. but i'm loyal to majoka and dashande, and i'd do anything for them.
...too much sappy neema for one day.
current mood:  pensive
current music: rasputina - gingerbread coffin
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| Sunday, April 27th, 2003
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10:06 am - nnnnnnngghhhfff vodkaaa
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oh god i'm so hungover. porcelin god here i come.
current mood:  nauseated
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| Friday, April 25th, 2003
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11:53 pm - fuck.
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WHAT THE HELL.
Is everyone's problem these days?
Everyone just seems to love picking fights.
WELL GUESS WHAT.
The fights START WITH ME.
So if you have a problem SAY IT TO MY FUCKING FACE.
Ok Nightblitz?
SO FUCK YOU YOU LITTLE BITCH.
Majo's MINE. I don't care if you think she's hot. FIND SOMEONE ELSE.
Fucker.
I think Sugar and them will get their own journal eventually... god... people piss me off. What the FUCK. Judeca was supposed to be here by now but he's probably out fucking something senseless while higher than the sky WITH MY FUCKING DRUGS. FUCK YOU ALL. Bastards.
I'm going to go hug Sin now. (who is my pet prairie dog for you dumb fucks who didn't now)
God I'm in a TERRIBLE mood. So fucking upset and so I'll take it out however I feel *smashes a hammer into her leg, winces momentarily and then does it again* Now leave me the fuck alone and let me take out my frustrations how I WANT.
bastards.
current mood: bitchy
current music: tool - part of me
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| Friday, April 11th, 2003
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11:04 pm
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HI MIKE YOU HO! ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) w_h_o_r_e
Kiss my ass.
*hugs*
current mood: high
current music: noises
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| Tuesday, April 8th, 2003
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6:17 pm
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My little doberman is fine - just like he better fucking be. Dammit.
DON'T EVER DO THAT AGAIN DEVON. Shit.
No longer will I keep my gun in this house.
Canines.
Mmm, vodka.
Yo Majo, I need sex. Give Neema sex, please? I crave boobies. End.
current mood: drunk
current music: kidney thieves - zerospace
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| Thursday, April 3rd, 2003
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7:36 pm - ........
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So, Sugar's Mom just called, they were the ones who took him to the hospital, since they're his main guardians.
They told us that the bullet BARELY missed puncturing anything fatal, and it's lodged in the back of his skull near his occipital bones. They can get it out though, and Sugar's family is paying for the cost.
I don't know why he did this. They don't think he'll die - but there's always a chance, but so far the little thing is hanging on. This is his third suicide attempt, and everytime I find him and bring him back to life... I'm beginning to think I should just let him do it.
I think Anima's watching over him... otherwise, I'm sure he would be dead. That big dragon may seem scary, but he's got some powers that can work wonders.
....we'll talk to him tomorrow I guess.
current mood:  worried
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7:03 pm - NO!!
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OH MY GOD. OH MY GOD!! *falls onto her knees on the keyboard chair, sobbing* HE SHOT HIMSELF. He got the gun I keep when I go out on drug visits.... he found it and he used it and shot himself in the fucking head, through his throat.
OH MY GOD. AND I COULDN'T STOP IT. And I don't know why he did it. I don't... I think he's dead. They took him to the hospital, but they don't know what will happen.
Oh god. Devon is dead. He's dead. OH god.... DEVON.
*sobs*
current mood:  indescribable
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4:08 pm - what?
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So Triad came over to see me the other day, and he told me that Jase and him had killed his Father. Even though Jase did it all, he still says he did. And the boy won't write in his own journal about this shit. Like the fact that he's fucking glad his Dad's dead - HELL, I AM! He raped him and beat him and cut him up and wrote fucking disgusting things in his SKIN that bastard.
*breathes*
Yeah, so my brother Dashande is great. He took me over to his hideout, yknow, where his gang is - and I met this girl named Majoka. We started getting quite cuddly and... yeah. I like her. I like her a lot. I didn't think I'd like someone that much again, after the whole Mike thing. Considering I doubt Mike even knows I exist anymore - and I don't mean this in offense to him, but guys aren't my thing right now. Holy fuck Majoka is so damn hot and she's smart and she's tough and and and *drool* She's a black lioness with white markings. Oh you fuckers know you're jealous.
Only thing I don't like 'bout 'Shande is that he's in a gang that beats up on hybrids and herbivores. And I'm trying to get him to knock it off a little bit - especially since when he came over to my house he was eyeing Sugar and them. I don't have hybrids, or herbivores... I love everyone the same... but we've been raised differently... well, sort of. I'm glad my fucking Dad is in jail. If he ever gets out Shande and I are gunna kick his ugly fucking ass.
Yeah bitches, that's right. WOAH. Judeca is here with drugs. I must go.
current mood: bitchy
current music: Jack Off Jill - When I Am Queen
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| Monday, March 31st, 2003
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6:13 pm - fuuuuuccckk
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What the Hell? Jolyn got me a livejournal! Now I can actually update. Damn you bitch. *smacks her* Bout time I got me onna these.
SO. I don't have very much to say right now, because I'm at school and school is about to end and I want to go home and eat some food and be LAZY bitches (aka get high).
Rar! I'm Neema. I'm a white lionness, I like drugs and sex. I like other things too, like food and Majoka. But uh, not much else.
I'm Sugar's best friend, I live with her. She's far too sweet to me... I hate bumming off of her like I do. But soon I'll get a better job, once school is over. Fucking school.
So yeah, Sugar and me are gunna share this. So Onyx, Oreo, Mochie and Cinny will update some.
Anyway, gotta fly.
current mood: cynical
current music: marilyn manson - the fight song
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